I know I’m fat and ugly. I’m know I’m an idiot and pathetic. I know I don’t deserve to be here and I am not needed here, I know no one wants me here and I now I was a mistake, a terrible, terrible mistake. So please, please, please if just for a day stop reminding me, because I already know. Now that I’m already saying this, I hate you and I hate how you have to remind me even when I already know. I hate how you make me cut and make me think no one cares because people do, although I never feel it, they do, even though I’m a mistake, they do. I also hate how you want me to stop the suffering, I want to, but please don’t tell me, I can make up my mind myself.
A Suffering Nobody