• You are still on my mind

    by  • April 2, 2018 • * Safe for Work *, To You • 0 Comments

    I was in a miserable relationship ( I still am ) and so were you. After awhile of thinking over and over again about what happened between us. It was my fault things went too far emotionally and a good thing nothing physical happened. I have a problem with using my heart too much , it gets me in alot of trouble. I can’t go texting you again and expecting something different, that’s insanity.
    I now know what you meant when you said ” stop pretending”. I should stop pretending that this could ever happen. Yeah your right it would’ve never worked out anyway not in this lifetime. And maybe in another life or alternate universe. If that exists.
    Im sure that I do love you though, while I’m suffering with anxiety and depression and a relationship that’s bound to end. I still was able to fall in love . But I wish I didn’t because now I’m heartbroken from a love I didn’t need to find . But it came anyway . So yeah i meant it when I said goodbye for good . Because if I do go back too you it will be the end of me.

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