• That’ It. I give up. I AM DONE.

    by  • April 2, 2018 • * Safe for Work *, To You • 12 Comments

    There are no more games.

    I AM DONE.

    I will no longer wonder what I mean to you, if anything.

    This is me walking away.

    Tell me now.

    Speak the words, or I am gone.

    If I am not worth you being honest, then I am not worth the fIght apparently.

    If you won’t speak up for me, if only to tell me how you feel about me, then you would never speak up in my honor, would you? If you can’t tell ME how you feel about me, how am I to ever expect you to feel confortable telling anyone else? (Let alone being so proud of me that you shout it from the rooftops?!)

    The bottom line is this: I have a fear, a deep seeded fear that I am just not pretty enough for you. I am simply not good enough, huh? And you refuse to tell me how you feel because A) you agree or B) you are so much of a coward that you don’t even realize what real love is.

    True love would look past my flaws. Real love will love my cuddles. True love would see me as warm and snuggly, instead of short and chibby. Real love would see me as cute and playful, instead of annoying and ignorant. True love would be able to look me in the eye, instead of darting your eyes away. Right?

    We are a disaster that has attracted ourselves to each other.

    12 Responses to That’ It. I give up. I AM DONE.

    1. Me
      April 2, 2018 at 12:54 pm

      I am going to speak up…..this weekend when I see you.


      • Actions speak louder
        April 8, 2018 at 11:42 am

        @D- did you speak up?

        • Me
          April 10, 2018 at 7:02 pm

          Yup, but I do not think the person who posted this is my person.
          My situation, while not perfect yet, went very well.

          • You
            April 12, 2018 at 4:15 pm


      • You
        April 12, 2018 at 4:14 pm

        Well, I did not see you so there is someone else?

    2. Curious
      April 9, 2018 at 11:33 pm

      Demanding to be found beautiful, intelligent and sexy, how’s that working out for you?

      • Author
        April 12, 2018 at 1:21 am

        Not demanding.

        I just know my worth..

        Yes, I have flaws. I am not perfect.

        But I am a beautiful, fun, warm, cuddly woman who deserves to be loved for the stength and compassion that I posess.

        I am worth more than what he gives me credit for; therrfore, he does not deserve my love or the energy that I have wasted on him.

        I know that now. This letter was my way of learning.

        I love him; however, he does not deserve it.

        Such a tragedy!

        • Curious
          April 14, 2018 at 1:58 pm

          Did he always think so low of you? Or, when you first met, was he intensly ‘love bombing’ you?

          • Why do you ask?
            April 16, 2018 at 6:52 pm

            I wonder why you are curious? When we first met, I wouldn’t call it love bombing. But I would say he seemed interested. When I let him know that there was attraction from my end as well, he slowly morphed into a best friend with only platonic love.

            • (:
              April 19, 2018 at 6:52 am


    3. -
      April 12, 2018 at 2:30 am

      If it is that painful, it isn’t worth it. Just move on.

    4. @ (:
      April 20, 2018 at 3:57 pm

      Why do any of us?

      Expression, I suppose.

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