• Reaching out

    by  • April 2, 2018 • * Safe for Work *, Heartbreak • 1 Comment

    I can’t tell you how much it sucks that you have decided distance is what you need.
    I can’t tell you how many times I cry thinking about you.
    I can’t tell you what it does to me to see you so much happier without me in your life.
    I can’t tell you how many times I dream about what our first encounter will be.
    I can’t tell you how many times I’ve opened a new message and searched for your name.
    I can’t tell you how many unsent messages I’ve written to you.
    I can’t tell you how many times I’ve wanted to reach out to you.
    I can’t tell you how many times I have wanted you to walk into the room I am in and see me.
    I can’t tell you how many times I have willed you to think of me.
    I can’t tell you how many times I have wanted you to talk to me.
    I can’t tell you how hard it is to not look for you everywhere I go.
    I can’t tell you how many times I have held onto false hope.
    I just can’t tell you.
    So I don’t.

    One Response to Reaching out

    1. Me
      April 2, 2018 at 9:08 am

      K-

      Prepare yourself, I am going to tell you instead.
      🙂

      D-

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