• But I was always get what I deserve

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    I think I lost you, but I will never regret choosing you
    ‘Cause I was in love, and for now, that will be enough
    And the ones around me convince me that I was the only person
    Who was dumb enough to believe that you and I had hope
    But now I know even after you began to let your emotions slow
    The only reason I stood alone was because I was the only one
    Who knew our love was never going to let go

    Everyone wanted me to see that we could not thrive
    So gouge out my eyes, because if this is reality
    Then I guess I’m not alive, because I don’t know a life
    In where I can’t make things right
    And when life teaches you to drive and you finally say goodbye
    And you won’t let me stand by your side
    I’ll know that though some feelings are hurt, none will have died

    ‘Cause I used to stay up at night
    And picture myself looking into your eyes
    Shouting as you would sigh
    “How dare you think you can fall asleep
    With water dripping from the kitchen sink?
    How dare you think you can fall asleep
    With all these little leaks in this home we built in our dreams?”

    A picture is worth a thousand words or whatever people say to me
    It’s hard to believe when your mind is lost and in need
    And all you can picture is a memory
    Inside of someone else’s sheets
    A prayer that nothing will keep, a hope that light will seek
    Before the dark sinks too deep, or at least the sinking feeling
    Inside of me will decrease when the release of perceived dreams
    Burn in the flame of feeling free
    So feel free to be free, if that’s what you need

    And if someday you feel alone
    And everything caves in when you try to breathe
    Know that you’re not alone as far as I can see
    Because you were everything to me

    Through this, I’ve realized that if I were God
    We would have all just died, because darling
    You were mine and now I feel so dead inside
    And what good am I if all I can create
    Is a projection of my own mind?
    A dream of finding time to remind you
    That I’m still here and I’m not fine
    And darling, if you’re going to leave
    Just remember who you are
    And do what you can to remember me

    Maybe someday we can talk about our past
    And we can talk about the weather
    Whenever you leave, I don’t care what I’m remembered for
    I just want to be remembered
    Because even if I failed you, at least I tried
    And maybe our lives don’t add up now
    But someday our graves will look the same when we both die
    And if I had a chance I’d give you one last kiss
    And I’d bite down on your lip and I’d try to puncture it
    So you’ll never forget that time, but you’ll always regret

    And darling, I know that sometimes
    Life will take a turn for the worst
    And sometimes, life will even hurt
    And I know some days, some days
    Some days, you’re afraid of the lessons you’ll have to learn
    And some days, you’ll even feel burned
    And I want to let you know that I want to love you through them
    But I always get what I deserve

    One Response to But I was always get what I deserve

    1. why
      March 22, 2018 at 5:19 pm

      Why do you think you lost your person? Maybe you didn’t.

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