• Where are you? :(

    by  • March 17, 2018 • * Safe for Work *, To You • 0 Comments

    I really need you now more than ever. I don’t know where you are. I wish that I could talk to you. I feel so low at the moment. I feel like my family aren’t interested in me. I feel just completely shit & lost. I’m also feeling recently slightly undermined at work.
    I try and think of the right thing to say but often end up saying completely the wrong thing and digging myself a massive hole.
    I just want to run & leave!!
    It’s probably not as bad as I think. I don’t know anymore.
    I’ve told people that I agree with someone that I don’t agree with! Why would I do that?
    Because they’re my manager and I’m supposed to respect them. But they’re undermining me. I don’t know why I couldn’t say the right thing.
    What’s wrong with me??
    I’ve lost quite a bit of confidence and some respect for myself, that’s probably it.
    I just want to go to work, do my job and come home.
    Instead, I either feel overworked or completely underappreciated and wasted. Not sure which feeling is better.
    I then go home and my mum won’t even turn the telly off to speak to me or even look at me. Every single thing also carries massive aggrevation.
    I’ve just really had enough. 🙁
    I so wish I could speak to you!

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