You are already gone and have been for a little over 1 year and 4 months. I’ve said some horrible things to you on here since then. I am sorry. I really don’t despise you. I still think the world of you. I was never angry nor surprised that you did not share my feelings when I shared mine. I guess I was just surprised at how you pushed me away so abruptly.
Anyway, again, I’m sorry. I really have to end whatever this is now.