It started out once a week. Now it’s twice a week. Do you really want the family life? I will never ask you to stay or spend time with us. I have before multiple times. It gets old after awhile. When do we ever go out as a family or even on a date? Eventually, I will move on. I care deeply for you but I need and want more out of life. Your friends are awesome living the high life. I get it. They do not keep relationships or have kids. All of which you say you want.?. Prove it. I’ll give you a year. After that…I am setting you free. I feel like we are room mates. I do not need my bills paid. I need a person who will be in the game with me. Not just watching. I needed to write and share that. I know you will never see it.