I need your assistance. Please speak to me and clarify what is meant of this situation.
Is this your way of answering my prayer for your healing touch? Is this your way of allowing me to finally have closure, reconciliation, peace? Is this your way of providing comfort and reassurance that his love for me was genuine? Is this your way of providing comfort and reassurance that he willingly wanted to come back to me and had sincere intentions? Is this your way of reaffirming that things happened the way they did for a reason, so that I could get to where I am now and the same for him?
The number 3 has always been significant in my life. Is this your way of providing an opportunity for a third go at it? As the saying goes: “Third time’s a charm” or “Good things come in three’s” or “The luck of the third adventure”. But I don’t think this is what you’re trying to tell me as I believe he is taken. But maybe I misunderstood and wrongfully assumed that a recent letter was from him directed to me. But maybe that recent letter was indeed for my eyes to read. I mean really, the original letter(s) was sent quite some time ago, and by now maybe his situation has changed and us is no longer an option. Especially seeing that I recently found out that he has a little one and another on the way. If so, I have no intention of interfering with his relationship/marriage and his family. I meant no harm in replying to the letter(s). I want him to have happiness in his life, even if that means it is not with me.
Is there another reason for all this, is there something that I am not seeing? Maybe the letter(s) were never meant for me all along. I don’t know, maybe it was just wishful thinking. But it just seems a little odd how out of nowhere I came across this website and found the letter(s) that were sent two years ago. I’m not sure what to make of it?
I think this event might have happened for the sole purpose to bring about healing, but I am uncertain of that and I’m confused. God please provide me with some clarity.