I love you and miss you so much. Some times so much that it hurts.
You are the closest friend I have ever had. Some times the world seems so dull and flat without that connection. I have my siblings, and they mean the world to me, but its not the same as having someone I genuinely want and look forward to talking with every day. There are a few people I call friends but none of them can hold a candle to what you are to me.
Even if by some chance we did reconnect I know we could never have what we did before. Time changes people, I know I’ve changed and I’m sure you have too. But I can’t stop hoping I’ll be able to find someone with whom I can feel free to be myself without fear, as I was with you. I hope you have someone in your life who shines as brightly in the dark as you did for me.
All my love,