While I mourn what could have been, I am still so grateful for time we had together (the up’s & the down’s). You were/are my true love. With everything that happened, I just stopped believing that you ever truly loved me back. From day one, I voluntarily took the risk of pursuing you, and I continued to do the bulk of initiating, putting in the effort, and expressing my feelings for you. I just needed to see if you were willing to do the same for me regardless of the outcome. All I ever wanted was your willingness to love me with your whole heart, your willingness to be fully present in our relationship, and your willingness to be honest with me. While I wish you were still a part of my present and my future, I have accepted and made peace with the fact that that is not the case. You will always have a special place in my heart. I wish you peace and happiness.
This is me cutting the emotional/energetic ties that bind us together; releasing the cords of attachment. I am setting you free; setting myself free. My hope is that this allows both of us to become the greatest version of ourselves.
I must move forward and continue on with my life’s journey. If our paths ever cross again, I welcome you to step forward.