• Best wishes to you

    by  • March 7, 2018 • * Safe for Work *, To You • 4 Comments

    B.B.,

    While I mourn what could have been, I am still so grateful for time we had together (the up’s & the down’s). You were/are my true love. With everything that happened, I just stopped believing that you ever truly loved me back. From day one, I voluntarily took the risk of pursuing you, and I continued to do the bulk of initiating, putting in the effort, and expressing my feelings for you. I just needed to see if you were willing to do the same for me regardless of the outcome. All I ever wanted was your willingness to love me with your whole heart, your willingness to be fully present in our relationship, and your willingness to be honest with me. While I wish you were still a part of my present and my future, I have accepted and made peace with the fact that that is not the case. You will always have a special place in my heart. I wish you peace and happiness.

    This is me cutting the emotional/energetic ties that bind us together; releasing the cords of attachment. I am setting you free; setting myself free. My hope is that this allows both of us to become the greatest version of ourselves.

    I must move forward and continue on with my life’s journey. If our paths ever cross again, I welcome you to step forward.

    With Love,

    L.H.

    4 Responses to Best wishes to you

    1. From author
      March 7, 2018 at 5:51 pm

      To: B.B.
      From: author (L.H.)

      If you want to reach out to me – by email – then look me up on my college’s student email directory (hint: it is the most northern CSU in our state) — trying to prevent any spam coming my way.

    2. NeverAgain
      March 7, 2018 at 6:53 pm

      Not quite sure if this is you, so I’m taking the risk of writing this and seeming a fool.
      I never wanted things to be like this. Whenever we first started talking I felt this rush of love, I knew you were where I was meant to be.
      However where our hearts Long to be and where we are are completely different. I’ve loved you since that day in May, at the hotel. I knew for sure then. Although I know that we cannot be, please know that in another place, another time, we are. Iloveyou and I honestly believe I always will. Yet I agree, this does have to be goodbye. I am sorry for how we turned out, and maybe one day life will straighten itself out, but for now I am stuck.

      • @ NeverAgain
        March 13, 2018 at 9:47 am

        @ NeverAgain from author

        I’m sorry, but I don’t think you are my person. May and hotel don’t really seem to fit my situation? If you still think I am your person – then read my comment, above yours, and reach out. Best of luck to you.

    3. clarification
      March 13, 2018 at 7:16 pm

      From the author,

      B.B. – I would like to clarify something. I may have mistakenly thought a certain letter was from you directed at me. I thought you were asking my to let you go, so I was granting you that freedom. I am sorry if I completely got it all wrong, and I welcome you in the now and future, if you so choose. Love, L.H.

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