• What I felt…

    by  • March 5, 2018 • * Safe for Work *, To You • 2 Comments

    I was just sitting here thinking back and I remember something I forgot about, not from our past but nearer to the time when we first met again, I can’t believe I forgot about this, you put your hand over mine at my desk but you’re hand wasn’t actually touching my hand, and you asked me if I felt it, I did, you thought so, but it didn’t make sense at the time, I think that might have been because I was still trying to remember, while already feeling a breeze or swoosh when you walk by but you’re not actually touching me.. just thinking crazy thoughts tonight, most times I’m not sure what to think… but yet it all makes sense in a weird way, so what I do know, is we both feel it.. you know I do too, I heard your confession as well.. I don’t have to verbally tell you, I accidentally gave myself away. I’ve learned to be at peace with this feeling, not letting it make me feel so nervous and jittery, I can’t help think about the what if’s, I’m sure you do too, but it is what it is… my greatest fantasy has somehow become my reality but I can’t even tell you, or physically show you how I feel.. but you know.

    2 Responses to What I felt…

    1. Message recieved...
      March 5, 2018 at 11:52 am

      I understand…since you accidentally gave yourself away…it is time for me to finally make peace with it as well…best wishes to you…this is me signing off.

    2. Author
      March 8, 2018 at 3:35 pm

      We are handling this pretty good I think.. considering our reality. Peace and Love

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