This is the end of the story. I won’t be back. I feel that you have been here. But it’s the end. I am giving up on you. I am giving up on human love. Spiritual love, no. But an animalistic, lusty, and romantic love? YES. I am giving up on the idea that we can have it all. Blame yourself for that. Blame yourself for hiding in the shadows. When and if the chance returns to you, J… I do sincerely hope that you find the courage to stand up and fight for it.
Just know that I was empty before you filled my cup. Know that I am so very thankful for your presense and you will make any girl happy. Those you choose are very lucky. They must have something that I don’t… to be worthy to feel your touch…
I am sorry. I hate this ending. But don’t bother. I am broken. I am defeated, and I no longer believe in love. It has failed me. It gave up on me., before ai gave up on it. Somehow.
Thank you for showing me the truth. What I feel for you is a show, a facade.
Goodnight from your secret.