• Good grief.

    by  • February 28, 2018 • * Safe for Work *, To You • 5 Comments

    I still miss you so much. I think we are soul mates, twin flames, whatever the term. I feel crazy. Recently you have been on my mind even more than usual. I wonder if you came home for a visit. I can’t believe you never told me goodbye or even cared if we weren’t friends anymore. I try not to take it personally. I understand that loving someone isn’t a choice. It just seems impossible that I have this ridiculous, unrelenting pull towards you but for you there is nothing. I never thought of myself as a weakling but here I am years away from you, pining over you. Coveting. So pathetic.
    Sometimes, when I miss you the most, I take in the deepest breath I can. It’s the closest thing I can do to feel full like I did when I was with you. God, why am I so freaking weird?
    Being with you reminded me of stepping out of your home early in the morning to a crisp, absolutely still winter day. Fresh sparkling snow coating everything. Like the world has been put on mute, like your senses have been heightened. Everything familiar coated in beauty. Like just for a moment the world is yours instead of you being the world’s.
    Whatever this stupid feeling is feels as deeply embedded in me as survival. Being human sucks. I wish I was a bird. Even if I did have to eat worms.

    5 Responses to Good grief.

    1. Redstringoffate
      February 28, 2018 at 4:53 pm

      I went through something similar and still am going through it.i dont think it ever goes away when you meet someone from your soul group aka soulmate twin flame etc….,it sucks when u feel them constantly

    2. Anonymous
      March 1, 2018 at 6:38 am

      Hmmm, soul Group? That sounds like good news

    3. Kundalini
      March 4, 2018 at 2:57 am

      Twin flames it’s so special it illuminate reality and takes you back to divine source. Before society you were just a free soul. You you know love but you don’t until you meet your twin flame. Before you were in love wither people with the ego. But your soul will remind you what love looks like. It’s an atomic explosion in the brain that awakens your Kundalini. Aww so blissful. It breaks through your chakras and rises to the Crown. If you ain’t experienced this you ain’t meet your twin.

    4. Kundalini
      March 4, 2018 at 4:30 am

      You are not crazy! This love is just quieting your ego. Your ego is what makes you fight this. It’s the ego that stops you from just approaching this other soul and just letting them know how you feel. We have been conditioned to doubt our own soul intuition. Most of people’s battles with their twin flame is actually their ego. Even when chasers are chasing they are chasing in their ego. Drop the ego. Let it pass it will come back just don’t deny it. There’s other twin flames stories on here below;

      http://lettersillneversend.com/2017/04/24/twin-flame-5/

    5. who knows
      March 13, 2018 at 3:32 am

      Who’s to say that this person doesn’t feel the same for you? Just because they moved away doesn’t mean they don’t love you or that they don’t miss you or that they don’t feel the connection. Maybe it’s time for the two of you to reunite.

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