• Archive for February 24th, 2018

    Her Neverland Love

    by  • February 24, 2018 • * Safe for Work *, To You • 2 Comments

    Here we go. The pain again. The knives cutting the skin. Manipulated. Burnt. Played. Ruined. God, all over again. She’ll never grow up. Stuck in her neverland. Flying away. Leaving the ones that love her in pain. A child masked. I’ll never love her the way I did. Never again. All alone. Let her in.

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    To dad.

    by  • February 24, 2018 • * Safe for Work *, Family Stuff • 0 Comments

    Hey dad,I have not heard your voice for a while now. How are you doing? I really want to talk to you sometimes, but then I remember that I have no courage to tell you how mad I am. It’s not about what happened 3 years ago, when you cheated on mom. It’s not about

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    Confession Of Depression

    by  • February 24, 2018 • Depression • 3 Comments

    3.52pm 24/02/2018 The last time I left my house, the house I’m living in was two days ago at quarter past eleven at night to go shopping and buy food for the next few days. Before that the last time I left my house was Wednesday now four days ago. I haven’t been at work

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    I want more

    by  • February 24, 2018 • * Safe for Work *, To You • 1 Comment

    How long will it take to cool the fever in my blood – or is it my brain? I think about you all the time, but I don’t even know what to think. I just know that I want to spend more time with you, talk about more with you, become closer… Today we had

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    Failed Relationships

    by  • February 24, 2018 • * Safe for Work *, To You • 0 Comments

    As someone who has been through a lot of broken promises, treated very badly in relationships, and dragged through psychological abuse, I just want to give a word of encouragement for those who are fresh from the depths of that horribleness. As I look back decades ago to those times where the darkness of betrayal

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