• this thing

    by  • February 17, 2018 • * Safe for Work *, To You • 10 Comments

    What is this thing between us?

    Avoidance?

    A lost friendship?

    A broken connection?

    Did we break up?

    Were we even together?

    Why do you keep me in your life?

    Why are you so kind?

    Do you even know how badly I am hurting?

    Are you hurting at all?

    Do you love me or hate me?

    10 Responses to this thing

    1. ....
      February 17, 2018 at 4:07 pm

      I love you
      But you keep sending me mixed signals.
      And now you cut off contact there is no way to communicate.

      • author here.
        February 20, 2018 at 12:32 am

        I do understand J send mixed signals, and ypu know why. But no, I have never cut you off. Try. You’ll see.

    2. Me
      February 17, 2018 at 9:05 pm

      You forgot the most important question, why can’t we talk about it in person?

      I am hurting, I think about you every day.

      I am in love with you…still…never stopped.

      • author here.
        February 20, 2018 at 12:34 am

        This is beautiful. I wish it were him. “in person”?? Because I fear that I am not good enough… not her.

    3. Yes
      February 18, 2018 at 6:43 am

      A natural bond.

      Fear.

      A lost hope.

      A unbreakable bond.

      We were never together.

      Only as friends.

      I love you

      I love you.

      Only how bad I am hurting.

      Yes.

      Yes

      • author here.
        February 20, 2018 at 12:00 am

        Only as friends…. ues, I said that didnt I? The word friends? But sister?

    4. I'd say
      February 18, 2018 at 9:49 pm

      I don’t hate you. Hatred is such a waste of energy. I loved the one I thought you were. Now I do not know anymore what to think. In the end it doesn’t matter either. We will never meet again.

      • author here.
        February 20, 2018 at 12:30 am

        Yet we see each other everyday.

    5. Anon
      February 19, 2018 at 12:48 am

      Sometimes the feelings are too intense…

      • author here.
        February 20, 2018 at 12:01 am

        Yes
        Intense.
        Never knew that word before him

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