• Tired

    by  • February 15, 2018 • * Safe for Work *, To Everybody • 5 Comments

    I’m tired of coming here, reading through pages of post until I fall asleep. I’m tired of hoping and wishing that we rekindled when really we were nothing but a moment in time. I’m tired of holding on to people and things that don’t uplift or improve me. I’m tired of feeling attached to people who don’t care about me. I’m tired of wanting people who don’t want me.

    5 Responses to Tired

    1. L
      February 15, 2018 at 3:17 pm

      I’m tired too!!
      If ever you want to talk
      Reach out :/ 🙁
      Missing you.

    2. GonnaMakeMyOwnWay
      February 15, 2018 at 3:31 pm

      Was it your choice or the other person?

    3. Clover
      February 15, 2018 at 10:32 pm

      “When really we were nothing but a moment in time”…, I don’t know why but this line sounds so sad, ..but romantic at the same time, considering a moment, only really happens once. I get it though..I shared a moment thinking it would blossom,.. only to feel more alone than ever being unwanted by someone i truly liked. I hope you feel better, tbh there will always be someone who wants you in life. Whether family, friends, a cat, ..or even the right love interest, you just havent met yet. For quite a while i’ve been hoping to meet a soul mate or girl that i just click with, but so far ive met both types that ended in disaster..i guess i can only hope my luck will change. It feels good tho, that at least i can still hope. I hope you find the right people in your life to help you grow. Sadly learned to grow alone and bymyself, knowing other people werent there for me or just laughed at me in my darkest hour…its not really a way to live, tho. Less attachment and anxiety to feel approval, but a lonely life. I hope you find your niche n ppl that will help you be a better self, and more confident. I’m not going to give you some cliche bullshit like “love yourself” cuz even that, i have a hard time with doing myself.I feel like everybody is insecure to some degree no matter how perfect they paint their life. I just know that someone will love you for you, even if it just doesnt feel like it….eventually it will happen (n you will be like..hollly shiieet.where have you been). Truth is, im pretty lost in life. I just follow the path. Sometimes it is a dissapointing treasure hunt, but eventually i stumble across a few gems. Shiettt.. eventually those gems can get polished, i cant really keep em long enough tho.as life is unpredictable. Sometimes i lose em, but those memories make me happy when i think about em, even when those gems shined only for a little while. Go look for your treasure.

      • Roses Spilled on Ivory Keys
        February 19, 2018 at 12:50 pm

        This is beautiful. You sound so familiar to me. I am not the author of this letter, just nosey. But this comment hit me hard as though someone I know could have written it, someone that I care for deeply. I hope that you, he, and the author find what it is you are in search of.

        Just remember always that love is not about possession. If you love a flower, you don’t pick it. You coexist with it. That is really all that matters.

        And thank you for writing words that touched my heart.

      • Y
        February 19, 2018 at 5:51 pm

        I appreciate these words. Thank you. Be well.

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