Please disregard everything I have ever written for you here, or anywhere else. I just can’t do this to myself anymore. I am going nuts inside. From now on, I will find other ways, healthier ways of expressing my emotions.
Nothing ever mattered anyway. Not enough.
And it’s too late now. I have made such a mess of everything.
I need ro clean up my life.
I need to do me, and completely forget about everyone and everything else for a while.
I have to find my happiness again.