Letting you see me cry is like letting you see how broken I am without you by my side, and I dont want you to see that. I want you to see me okay, that I am fine, to not let you worry or even bother you for the rest of your life.
I just lost my precious treasure and I should start accepting that it wasnt really meant for me.
That day, we left without saying ¨goodbyes¨, without staring eyes. I even failed to give you the hug I ever wanted to do everytime that I think of you.
BUt now, I am happy for you having someone else knew, having someone else to love to.
It’s just so unfair that every time you get fixed, the more i break.
But I STILL LOVE YOU
And as of what I’ve said before…
YOU WILL ALWAYS STAY IN MY HEART NO MATTER HOW I SUFFER FROM LOSING YOU OR NO MATTER HOW I GRIEVE EACH PASSING DAY