I feel like we’ve been apart for too long now.
It’s no ones fault, it’s just how it is.
Despite this, every time I see you it reconfirms how much we really need to reconnect.
I feel such a longing, an ache, more so now actually than ever before.
I have friends I haven’t seen for a while that message to meet up and I always wish it was you.
I haven’t seen you for some time face to face, but I have felt your presence. I feel like you’ve seen me.
Oh, to hug YOU! To see your eyes!
I really, really want to connect with you. I need your advice on things. I couldn’t ask for that though. I know you’re not really there for that and I’m not expecting you to be, but it would be nice to be able to even share things with you. I miss you so much!
Every single day, I wonder if our paths will cross.
I don’t know what you think of me anymore. I can only go by what I think your most recent reactions towards me have been and I feel like they’ve been pretty positive so that’s good.
I know I can’t and it’s not fair to ever expect that I can rely on you, but it would be nice to have some connection which I feel we both know is there anyway.
More than anything, I just need some assurance from you to know that we are OKayy 🙂
I need to say something now.
If you never want to see me or have anything to do with me, no intention whatsoever, then please out of respect, stay away from me from now on,
I don’t think that is the case, but please don’t mess with my emotions if you don’t actually want anything to with me.
I do intuitively feel like you DO care about me more than you’d ever officially admit which I find quite intriguing, but I shouldn’t mind read because, I don’t know.
If this is the case, we both need to stop faffing around and take a step closer. Who knows what we’ll talk about. It might not be 100% successful, but we’ll not know unless we try. I feel positively about you. I don’t hold negative feeling towards you, please don’t be afraid.
I promise, if you get to know me personally, you’ll see how loyal I can be.
I think the world of you.
& there’s not many that I can say that about, trust me.
YOU are by far one of the MOST special people to ME