• Love doesn’t care about timing

    by  • February 7, 2018 • * Safe for Work *, To You • 2 Comments

    We were getting close very fast and I could tell me you were both scared about it. We had inside jokes and we could talk for hours . my feelings and intentions with you were always real , unfortunately I can’t say the same for you.
    I always gave you attention you didn’t deserve. You didn’t care how good of a friend I was .you never gave me any respect in return.
    I’m still a little pissed how much time I wasted .
    I wish I hated you. But I love you and it sucks .

    2 Responses to Love doesn’t care about timing

    1. @author
      February 9, 2018 at 8:10 am

      I love you too. Life has had some lessons for you these last few years I know. Sadly you expect too much from the world and everyone around you, and you give too little. You are full of double standards and I can’t do it. You expect a certain kind of treatment but you give too little. You’re not taking responsibility for your actions. You don’t like the consequences but you can never link them all to yourself. I can’t be part of that. I can’t be treated poorly and then when I respond accordingly I can’t meet your finger your finger of wrath. I can’t honestly say I want it. I did. But not like this.

      When and if you learn that which you need to for your life to improve, feel free to head on back my way.

      X

    2. Ex friend
      February 9, 2018 at 8:11 am

      Same here. I wasn’t really expecting anything at all from her. Our friendship quickly became conditional to her when I had to be honest with her about feelings that had developed. And she would frequently espouse the idea that we are often let down by people’s true colors. I don’t regret the friendship and support I offered her, though. I would do it all over again.

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