• Love doesn’t care about timing

    by  • February 7, 2018 • * Safe for Work *, To You • 2 Comments

    We were getting close very fast and I could tell me you were both scared about it. We had inside jokes and we could talk for hours . my feelings and intentions with you were always real , unfortunately I can’t say the same for you.
    I always gave you attention you didn’t deserve. You didn’t care how good of a friend I was .you never gave me any respect in return.
    I’m still a little pissed how much time I wasted .
    I wish I hated you. But I love you and it sucks .

    2 Responses to Love doesn’t care about timing

    1. @author
      February 9, 2018 at 8:10 am

      I love you too. Life has had some lessons for you these last few years I know. Sadly you expect too much from the world and everyone around you, and you give too little. You are full of double standards and I can’t do it. You expect a certain kind of treatment but you give too little. You’re not taking responsibility for your actions. You don’t like the consequences but you can never link them all to yourself. I can’t be part of that. I can’t be treated poorly and then when I respond accordingly I can’t meet your finger your finger of wrath. I can’t honestly say I want it. I did. But not like this.

      When and if you learn that which you need to for your life to improve, feel free to head on back my way.


    2. Ex friend
      February 9, 2018 at 8:11 am

      Same here. I wasn’t really expecting anything at all from her. Our friendship quickly became conditional to her when I had to be honest with her about feelings that had developed. And she would frequently espouse the idea that we are often let down by people’s true colors. I don’t regret the friendship and support I offered her, though. I would do it all over again.

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