I hadn’t realized it until this evening, I found an old journal and realized I fell in love with you 3 years before I told you. I want to take a picture of it and send it to you, but seeing as it’s been three years since we were last in touch, I thought I’d better not. Here is what I wrote in the journal:
“This is my outlet. I have no one I really can share this with and I often feel as though it consumes me. I have an overwhelming crush on someone I barely know and can barely talk to and I don’t even know what his relationship with Christ is like. I think he is absolutely wonderful and beautiful and I don’t know how I got to this point. He said a few words to me and all of a sudden I’m swooning. I’m going to his building in hopes of coming across him. I’m probably making more of some things than I should…”
I just had to share it with someone. It’s funny how I didn’t realize I fell in love with you 3 years before I told you.