• Archive for January, 2018

    A Limb? But it’s not a Limb.

    by  • January 31, 2018 • * Safe for Work *, To You • 2 Comments

    It’s a whole body I’m missing. Separate from my own, but still my own. There’s another me that isn’t me that’s breathing half my breaths. I’m breathing half of his. Halfway suffocating. Halfway out of air. Still living. Still walking around as if I’m living. A smile that isn’t really there. But it wants to

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    Hey there.

    by  • January 31, 2018 • * Safe for Work *, To You • 1 Comment

    I thought about attempting to have an honest conversation with you, but I am too afraid. 2017 sure was messed up, huh? I wonder what you would tell people about me if they asked if you know me and what I am like? I can only imagine: Oh her? She’s a sweetheart. She is a

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    Suddenly it hit me

    by  • January 31, 2018 • * Safe for Work *, To You • 0 Comments

    I haven’t been able to write the past year, I haven’t been able to sing too. I live, I survive, I put on a Great show. Not letting anyone know how I feel. Deep down I’m dying, nothing seems worth a thing anymore. It’s not the same now I’m not able to enjoy writing, not

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    Chasing your warmth

    by  • January 31, 2018 • * Safe for Work *, To You • 2 Comments

    Chasing sun spots between clouds running towards the warmth of leftover sun rays but it seems not much sunny days have stayed It’s hard not to wonder, what’s keeping you warm this winter? surely it can’t be these gray skies you’ve casted upon me the sharp winds whip and crack leaving reminders of the bitterness

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