If I said ‘hello’ ?! If I say something, anything?! We are past the stage of love and hate. Growing up does that, sometimes I wonder if you feel the same. If you think you should say something or nothing at all. I am so happy, happier than I ever thought I would be after you. Miracles happen. Still, what is it that bothers me about us and who we are today?! I can’t work it out — I’m not trying either, I don’t sit and think of you , no! The thought of you, us, just overtakes my mind inviting itself in, unannounced. Despite the love, I still feel some anger towards you some days, other days its nothing or a vague smile as I virtually raise a glass to ‘us’. It makes no difference at all. I hate your leather jacket and that hat, oh my word — the hat ! #facepalm.