I can’t help the fluttery feeling I get whenever I talk to you, see you, hear your name. You have such a beautiful and pure heart and soul. I will never be happier than I am when I’m with you, because quite often you are the only anything that stops the numbness or the pain. You are the reason why I didn’t kill myself on those dark days when I so badly wanted to. You ground me. You stitch me back together. You hold my hand and guide me home.
You know what you mean to me, but you don’t know how much I really do love you. How I want to cuddle with you, kiss you softly, hold your hand under tables while our friends pretend not be disgusted by our love. I want to spend my life with you and grow old together. I want us to die peacefully together because I can’t lose you, but I could never leave you. Our love is eternal; we will forever be just that – we, us, you and me.
I love you more than you will ever know, and in ways you will never understand. I will never wish for anything because I have all that I need in you.