This is stupid.
I know what I feel. You know what I feel. But what do you feel? I hear “mumblings”, but that isn’t enough. I need confirmation. I need to hear it from you. For some reason, communications between us is always muffled or stalled, and that always seems to end badly. Only to later find out, that it didn’t have to. Yep, friends is better. But that isn’t what I WANT. What about you? What is it that YOU want? Let me know. I’ll be waiting. Like always. Forever.
Because whether I like it or not, we are attached in ways that I cannot explain or conprehend.