• Archive for January 7th, 2018

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    by  • January 7, 2018 • * Safe for Work *, Frustration • 0 Comments

    I’ve never felt so sad and miserable I tried to be kind and now I just feel like I’ve overdone it. That when i try to be kind to myself I become selfish. Then i’d feel bad again and try to be kind again. Its a cycle. I want it to stop. Sometimes, its As

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    by  • January 7, 2018 • * Safe for Work *, Regret • 1 Comment

    Dear B, I don’t know what to say and what not to. I can’t tell you how much I loved you and how much I dreamt of you.. of us.. it’s really silly of me to let go of you when I know there’s noone else in this world who would love me more than

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    Illegal Fireworks

    by  • January 7, 2018 • * Safe for Work *, To You • 2 Comments

    I feel it. You’re trying to take out the hooks, you’re moving towards the door in every room we’ve ever been in. You’re washing the smell of smoke off your clothes and you wiped your blood off my forehead before saying you’d see me soon. I’ve been awaiting you long enough to know you’re not

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