• Archive for January 2nd, 2018

    back to reality

    by  • January 2, 2018 • * Safe for Work *, Acceptance • 4 Comments

    It doesn’t matter anymore what it was for you. I know what it was for me. You gave me hope. You gave me the illusion that there could be a beautiful life ahead of us. This distant dream nourished me. I’ve accepted that it will never be. I don’t believe that I will ever feel

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    by  • January 2, 2018 • * Safe for Work *, Miss You • 0 Comments

    Damn, 2017 was the worst year of my life. This was the year you came back from Oakville and back into my heart. I tried so damn hard to squeeze you out. I thought I was over you, I didn’t think about you for a whole 2 years. Then there you were, almost mocking me.

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    New Year, New You?

    by  • January 2, 2018 • * Safe for Work *, Thoughts • 0 Comments

    Before I begin I would like to mention ahead of time that I have been drinking. I would however also say (especially while sober) that that does not discount the validity of my thoughts. My secret new year’s resolution has been to be more authentic. But I am afraid of what that means. It might

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