• No Words.

    by  • December 30, 2017 • * Safe for Work *, To You • 9 Comments

    I can feel it. I know you have felt, and perhaps still do feel an attraction for me. When I reach deep, I know it was there once. But the invisible fence limits us. We could never be, so what is the fucking point? Why did I have to fall for you? Why can’t I just let this go and accept that there will always be a hunger inside of me for you, a thirst that will never be quenched? No need to label this. No need to hear it from you. I already know the answers I seek. I can feel it, I have felt it. And I ran. But I am not running anymore. I will not play games anymore. I will face this head on. I will remain strong. And I will be okay, regardless of the outcome of it all. Fear is no longer an option.

    9 Responses to No Words.

    1. Caesar
      December 30, 2017 at 11:28 am

      Si Vis Pacem Para Bellum

      • author
        January 18, 2018 at 12:15 am

        no need. I desire peace without war.

    2. Anon
      December 31, 2017 at 3:50 pm

      Whats the first letter of your name? Guy or girl?

      • author
        January 18, 2018 at 12:17 am

        I am female. I bet that destroys your hope that I am your person, huh? 80% of writers on here are female. give up hope, unless you told him about this site. This isnt something men usually seek. theyd rather go for porn hun

        • Seriously
          January 22, 2018 at 12:36 am

          how true author. theyd rather rub their d…s down to a nub to porn than think of feelings deeper than a puddle. the shallowness of men leaves me disgusted, for the most part.

    3. Me
      December 31, 2017 at 10:43 pm

      I felt it and still feel the attraction to you. in fact, I was/am totally in love with you. Time has passed, life has happened, and here I am, still in love with you. Falling asleep and waking up next to you in my mind. Counting the days, hours, minutes, seconds until we hang out again. Feeling the intense energy flow between us when we are together.

      You are right, there are no words.

      • Me
        December 31, 2017 at 10:44 pm

        Forgot to mention, this was from D- to K-

    4. Anonymous
      January 2, 2018 at 5:29 am

      Fighting it always makes things worse. It is good you are accepting the connection and allowing yourself time to deal with it. Sometimes it does seem pointless and it’s very hard to be separated from the person you know is a part of you. But loving them and yourself means exactly what your heart already knows. Everything will be okay in the end, and you can still be happy and live a joyful life because even in physical separation, despite silence and distance, the bond is there and the love is there. It is special. It is beyond your control to change it, and that doesn’t have to be a bad thing. You are strong and so are they, and you both know. You’ll be surprised at how your heart will be transformed. I’m going through this now.

      • Thank you, Anonymous.
        January 5, 2018 at 5:17 pm

        Thank you. So much has happened in the few days that have passed since I wrote this. So much has changed about my “situation”. It’s been painful. Sometimes I think I’ve made the right decision. At other times, I wonder.

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