How can I forget you when you appear in all of my dreams. I’m fooled into imagining you coming back into my life to stay and happiness overwhelms me. I believe you. Then I wake up. I lay motionless with remembrances of everything we shared, the painful departure and the choice I took.
No matter how much I distract myself… I miss you. I tell everyone I’m over you, that it doesn’t hurt anymore. How can I fool everyone yet not myself. I remember the sound of your laugh better than the last song I’ve heard. And I love music.
I’m terrified of meeting you because I’m craving just to be able to see you.