• Dear Universe

    by  • December 22, 2017 • * Safe for Work *, Confession • 0 Comments

    Dear universe,
    Thank you for giving me a good life. Thank you for making me realize that I am capable of making friends, and that I am not invisible to the public eye. Thank you for making me realize that I can attract a woman that I like, if I actually tried. Thank you for making me enjoy those short weeks of hiking, exploring, and not being afraid to be myself even if it may turn some people off. I enjoyed it those years ago. I enjoyed knowing that I can express myself without fear, and can live without silence.It was pretty fun, before I fucked it all up. Thank you for making me realize that I have a heart, but also that my heart is completely full of shit. Thank you for making me realize that I can’t always get what I want because the truth is I don’t deserve it. I don’t deserve to sleep at night. I don’t deserve to be reminded of a person that wants to forget about me. I don’t deserve the sun, and I don’t deserve the moon. Please let me grow from this. Let me be free, from fear and be free from regrets. Let me enjoy waking up in the morning to appreciate the little things in life. Let me draw without being afraid to draw even if those drawings remind me of the shame of my own soul. Let me listen to songs that don’t remind me of my own loneliness. Let me be proud of my own self. Let me be proud of my own flaws, and let me proud that I have a voice. Please don’t let me drown in the sea of my own silence.

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