So I asked a close friend what does it mean if a guy goes away and doesn’t come back in your life without as much as a goodbye. I asked her does that mean he has moved on. She said, “Pretty much he is not interested anymore.”
I already knew the answer but she pretty much summed it up for me vocally. There is no point of finding you, because honestly I don’t think you want to be found. It was a rush of adrenaline thinking I might find you somewhere, but I’ve hit reality.
If you wanted to be with me you would have asked me out by now and shown up in my life. It’s an awful thing to come to terms with at Christmas time.
I hate how easy it is to gravitate back to you. For months I thought I’d finally gotten over the sight of you. Gravity by Sara Barielles pretty much sums up how I feel now. It’s back to haunt me again. Can this truly be it? Can it all be truly over?
You aren’t here. Enough said right there.
Going to Gatlinburg this Christmas. Maybe I will stop thinking about you enough to enjoy time with family and not feel so blue that you are never coming back.
Goodbye love. Here on out I’m writing to whoever my future prince will be on here.