It’s been about 6 years, and I still miss you.
I still blame myself, even though it was out of my control.
I wish it were me to have gone, instead of you. Everyone loved you. You were my inspiration.
You’d be so proud of me, you really would.
I wish i could have died of cancer, or can die of cancer. I don’t want to be here anymore. I can’t handle it
I miss you A.