• I still miss you

    by  • December 14, 2017 • * Safe for Work *, Miss You • 1 Comment

    It’s been about 6 years, and I still miss you.
    I still blame myself, even though it was out of my control.
    I wish it were me to have gone, instead of you. Everyone loved you. You were my inspiration.
    You’d be so proud of me, you really would.

    I wish i could have died of cancer, or can die of cancer. I don’t want to be here anymore. I can’t handle it

    I miss you A.

    One Response to I still miss you

    1. Warrior
      December 14, 2017 at 7:13 pm

      You need to reset your way of thinking. Think positive and positive will happen. It’s not healthy to wish you would die. That’s depression talking. Depression can be really tough. It’s a real deal depression. If this was my person talking I would let them know that I am still here and that I am with you no matter what. Even if distance is playing a role because of fears we may both have. I don’t give up on the ones I love in my life. Especially my true love. You may feel lonely, but I am with you in heart and mind. One day our paths may cross again it will be as if we just picked up as where we left off. We would just be cautious. Rightfully slow. We could figure everything out together. I can honestly say you have nothing to fear with me. My intentions are sincere. Until you make up your mind to let some wall down and trust me a little bit then you will see just how fixable this all is. Not a person on this earth hasn’t wished that sickness would just be the easy way out. It’s a common human response. Your just vocal about your wishes when most people just hold theirs in. Chin up writer. Live does get better. I right now am fighting thoughts of my own but I have vowed myself to just keep pushing forward. I’m curious about the outcome of making it through. The feelings you have just means you truly love your person. My opinion is to face your fears and maybe try contact and clear communication with your person.

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