I am in love with you but i dont see this working but i will keep pushing for something because i want you. i wnt us and i want everything in between even if we have to argue to get there. because for 4 years i have admired you to the fullest even when we played each other you still were my best friend and the only person in this entire world i know i could trust with all my heart. and i thank you for that. and i dont know where i would be without you next to me and now that we arent just best friends but i was blessed to have a best friend and boyfriend wrapped into one amazing ass person i want to make this work even with my anxiety and my issues with trusting others. i will find away to make this work because you are the best and most amazing thing that has ever happened to me and if i lose you i dont know how i would deal with it. so we are gonna do this , together, forever. i love you.