It’s been weeks since we’ve spoke,
Months even …
When will these feelings fade away?
When will your face not be there when I close my eyes.
When will your voice be evaporated from my memory?
When will my heart stop skipping a beat as soon as my office phone rings?
When will I stop hoping?
Hoping for you to come and get me.
This is so not fair!
I’m trying so hard to forget, I’m trying so hard to stop.
To stop longing for you, to stop loving you.
Do you ever even think of me?
Do you ever even miss me, just for a bit?
Just for a second, just for a moment within a second?
I need to accept.
I need to reconcile with the knowledge that we will never be.
Just know that I will forever love you,
With every step I make, with every breath I take.
You will always be my gorgeous beautiful.