• The one that got away

    by  • December 11, 2017 • * Safe for Work *, The Ex • 2 Comments

    When I met you, I was lost, broken, confused, and just over all damaged. I was trying to heal from everything that was going on. I guess I didn’t really know what to say, how to say it, or where to even begin. In the midst of my own personal struggle you become the one of the only stable things. I know that I made alot of stupid decisions through out the time you met me. You become the central person that I could tell anything to and know that it wouldn’t go anywhere. I could say any thought and you wouldnt judge me.
    Before I met you I was struggling with social anxiety, lack of strong friendships, and just some sort of stability. You provided that for me. You became someone I could trust. Perhaps, that’s why I put so much pressure on you. I should apologize for that. I can’t go back in time and change all of the pressure I’ve put on you. Neither can I change the pain or stress I’ve caused you. What I do know is that I can only improve daily. I know that there are enough words neither will there ever be words for me to convince you or show you how much i care for you or cared for you. I know that you will never want to be with me and I’ve lost you forever. I’ve never given up on you but my words don’t and that is okay. I know ive lost you. But I can’t be selfish. You will forever be my one and only. I hope that somewhere someday you find someone that loves you more than I love you. Trust me- it is a lot.

    2 Responses to The one that got away

    1. Ladycrab
      December 11, 2017 at 12:38 pm

      Do me a favor, please be happy for me

      _If i would asnwer this post

    2. Britney
      December 11, 2017 at 8:54 pm

      You probably didn’t fully lose them. If you trusted them with everything I’m sure they still respect that and you. Not sure what happened but maybe they are hurt and the separation is to allow them to heal. Sometimes space is best. Who knows. What is meant to be will be. Never fear.

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