• Archive for December 11th, 2017

    I did it

    by  • December 11, 2017 • * Safe for Work *, Goodbye • 0 Comments

    I did it, I went to that hospital and after I told self I would never do it again I got rid of it. I couldn’t hold back the tears when I woke up. Because I would talk to it and put my hand there. I would lay awake and feel it move. But I

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    Holiday Blues

    by  • December 11, 2017 • * Safe for Work *, Yearning • 0 Comments

    I dont know what to believe anymore, but deep inside i really thought we had something. Maybe once, maybe never. I feel that things just wont be right, if we dont end up together. Am i crazy, am i a fool? But the thought of being with you, seems kinda cool. I feel dejected, and

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    by  • December 11, 2017 • * Safe for Work *, To You • 0 Comments

    Frustrated, she slammed her fingers a few random times on the keyboard before turning around to face him. The sour notes startled him out of his daze, and he glanced up from his guitar to meet her gaze. “What does it sound like to you?” she asked. He thought for a minute. Teardrops falling? No.

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    One more drink

    by  • December 11, 2017 • * Safe for Work *, Loneliness • 1 Comment

    Just another sip and maybe I won’t feel anymore. Maybe 1000 miles to my family will be insignificant. Maybe the emptiness of my house will be a comfort. Maybe I will feel comfortable reaching out to my friends. Maybe I will pass out. Just another sip is all my cruel mind will allow. Dissolve tonight’s

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    by  • December 11, 2017 • * Safe for Work *, To You • 1 Comment

    I’m sure you think it’s some kind of weakness on my part when I say I really don’t care about myself, but it’s the truth. All I want in life is to be a father, hopefully a good one. I’d also like to be a good husband. That’s all that matters to me. Love, Eric

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