I dont know what to believe anymore, but deep inside i really thought we had something. Maybe once, maybe never. I feel that things just wont be right, if we dont end up together. Am i crazy, am i a fool? But the thought of being with you, seems kinda cool. I feel dejected, and really quite torn. There are times i wish, i had never been born. Pushing one step in front of the other, is how i spend my days. Or sitting on the couch, with an empty bag o’ Lays. Hope is the one thing, that doesnt seem to flee. But what to make of this situation, how could it be? My dear, one day we will have to decide. What to do with a love, that will not subside. But nevertheless its a love, that just wont come to pass. Im sorry if this was because, ive been such an ass. See you babe, later in my dreams. Where i nurse a broken heart, bursting at the seams.