Today is your birthday, and how I wish I was able to wish you a Happy Birthday…
You and I never ended well…..So many things left unsaid….I always wondered why.
I always thought is was easier, but the truth is, is that this hurts more. It hurts more to hold these things inside when I know that things need to be said. I know that I hurt you, I now see it. I see many things that I never did before; things about myself, both good and bad. I was never happy, not once with the way things were left between the two of us. Whether it was you or me, I never liked it.
I write this with the intention of allowing the universe to bring us together so that we can grow and heal. You were my greatest fear, and still are. I need to face you, I need to grow as a woman, so that I can be better for the right person.
I do LOVE you, very much. But I also love me and know that I need this to grow. When I reach out to you please respond with an open heart and mind; but most of all please listen to understand, and find it in your heart to forgive. Forgive each other and ourselves, we deserve to grow.
I’m sorry EYE didn’t SEA sooner.