I tried to do a good job. It’s easy when everything goes well and people are nice. But when everyone is tensed and you can already feel that they are not honest, it’s a different kind of challenge. At first you stay calm, don’t let negativity affect you. But with time and ongoing difficulties you get tired and angry eventually. The last person in this row just has to make a little mistake and if you’re not careful enough, they get the accumulated echo thrown back. And then you feel sorry and go back to collecting negativity until the next eruption of the volcano.