• Lying Narcissist

    by  • December 5, 2017 • * Safe for Work *, Betrayal • 1 Comment

    I just don’t understand. How could you hurt me this way? Knowing how I felt about you, about us… how could you feel nothing after being a part of each other’s lives for 6 years? How could you say the things you said to me and feel justified in being angry with me after everything you did? How could you tell me what we had was special and that you didn’t share those things with anyone else when you were getting Her to sleep with someone else for you at the same time? Do you have zero ability to see yourself clearly? And don’t say that anything I have done is the reason for any of this. You know better. All I have done is take up for myself after being emotionally and mentally abused for a long time now. Are people just pawns to you..to get what you want without you ever giving anything in return? How sad. Maybe you couldn’t care less about me, and it’s easier to pretend the last 6 years never happened than to accept responsibility for the things you knowingly did. That is fine, but life has a way of catching up to us at some point.
    I am taking care of myself. What you have done to another human being, lots of other human beings I now realize, is sad, hurtful, and beyond my ability to comprehend. I will heal. And I am praying for you because you certainly need it. I loved you. And I was good to you. And I was too good to be treated the way you treated me. And she was too good to be treated the way you treated her. You are a bad person. You are nobody’s Prince Charming and you are not gods gift to anyone. Accept it. Change it. I have every right to say what I need to say to you. Don’t tell me to ‘have some respect’ or whatever bullshit response that comes to mind. You should’ve respected me. Period. Playing the kind of games you’re playing may have much worse consequences next time. I’ve been very kind about it all. I don’t want to hear anything about how I should move on because you already have. I have accepted the truth of what you are, and I have been hurt by you beyond what I ever deserved so I have every right to say what I need to say. I know you don’t care. I know you never did. But you lied, you pretended, and you encouraged me to care, so you are responsible for what you did to me. You’re going to be alone forever. And that’s exactly what you deserve. So keep chasing 20 year olds looking like an idiot going through a midlife crisis. You just make yourself look desperate and stupid. Notice you’re the common denominator in the shallow friendships you have to keep switching around? Laughable. They don’t even like you. And I regret ever meeting you. I will laugh the day I see you have the breakdown you deserve. Good luck.

    One Response to Lying Narcissist

    1. Britney
      December 5, 2017 at 5:39 pm

      Ouch. I am sorry you are hurt. I know it sucks but just remember that this is happening for a reason. You don’t know what it is yet but believe me you will be better for it. Even if just being able to move on….sometimes the pain needs to be felt. You are strong. You will be okay.
      Hug to you author.

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