• love

    by  • December 5, 2017 • * Safe for Work *, To You • 2 Comments

    You perplex me.

    I loved you.
    I need for you to know that.
    I saw you.
    I saw the beautiful contradiction you are.
    Fire vs water
    Creates steam right?

    It was a all a fairy tale.

    From now on, if I can manage to be kind come morning, you will know that I am hurt. I have represses it, because the time wasn’t right. But I am hurt, and there is nothing that can be done at this point.

    I did live you though. You. Of all people.

    You, who.lashes out and hurts innocent people because you are in pain.

    I can’t. I love myseld too much to let you tear me apart just to prove my love.

    I hope you understand, and I hope that you hold no grudges. You have enough of those; however, you seem to cause them for yourself.

    And don’t forget: I was willing to fight for you. But I will not let you kill me. You must love yourself first.

    Goodbye my dearest feiend.

    I am sure you will notice this shake of ground.

    2 Responses to love

    1. Redstringofnothing
      December 6, 2017 at 7:10 pm

      In pain because of you and you deserve every lash you get. Lucky that’s all you get. You never fought for me even when you knew I was hurting. I loved myself enough to cut contact with you. Toxic. It’s not goodbye. It’s good riddance.

      • Thank You
        December 8, 2017 at 1:41 pm

        He never let me know he was hurting. He just pushed me away and lashed out. He hurled insults at me, instead of communicating. I deserve better. I deserve respect.

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