Delusional in thinking I could ever be enough for you. You are a woman that deserves the best. I write my fantasy letters yes, but I know they are just that. You need a night in shinning armor. You cut contact because I wasn’t enough. I know it seems like I put the pressure on you, but it’s totally opposite. I would never think of trying to make you someone you are not. I know you long for a man to lobe you right. I’m no dummy. When I write it’s a release. A release of who I am and how I feel for you. I do understand that you were curious about my side. The reason you cut contact was because you didn’t want to hurt me and tell me that I wasn’t what you wanted. Don’t get me wrong. I loved every moment you. I do consider us best friends. Distance doesn’t matter to me. I do hope you find who you long for. I mean that with all my heart. I wish I was born male. Maybe I would have had a chance. I would treat you like the queen you are. I would go to the moon and back for you. I know I look pathetic to you, but it doesn’t matter at this point. I dont blame you for cutting contact.