• Archive for December 1st, 2017

    A lot

    by  • December 1, 2017 • * Safe for Work *, To You • 6 Comments

    Of people this time of year have sugar plums dancing in their heads. Not me, for there is no room. Thoughts of you flood my mind. My hands become yours. My lips yours as well. You’ve been on my mind a lot lately. You don’t even know. It’s best that way. Maybe you still have

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    Belly ache

    by  • December 1, 2017 • * Safe for Work *, To You • 2 Comments

    Somehow, whenever I experience great joy or great pain, it leads me back to my unending yearning for you. Now you are 14 years in my past, before my marriage, my children, my move to the States, yet the searing pain clings to my gut still. I have moved on without you, accepted the ugly

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    by  • December 1, 2017 • * Safe for Work *, To You • 1 Comment

    although you weren’t feeling good although you were so super busy Paris and the dream.. I know you thought of me I thought of coming to Paris uninvited just because what coincidence I had taken a day to make it a long weekend (no, I didn’t know) but I am too good to be where

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