You are still and always will be my favorite memory… in my attempt to let you know, I felt my heart rotate and I know by your reaction it was felt by you. You may feel as if I crashed into you, but truthfully I was just as surprised as you, I didn’t know my own power. I know I can never truly let go of this connection, it is futile to try. Believe me when I say, I know running is not the answer. My prayers are for the strength to love freely as we are meant to do, while at the same time staying detached from the outcome. I’m learning, still learning, learning it again over and over on how to feel at peace no matter where we are in life. Peace and harmony between us is available within, the vibration of harmony brings long lasting joy, no matter what we are in the physical. I just have to remind myself to not harbor feelings of disappointment or resentment and to stop drowning in expectations because I want it now. We are committed to each other, this I know, we don’t need to say it. We’ve agreed to come together in this life, this requires no words, no rings, no schedule or timeline, it is a commitment of the higher realm. I will continue to love freely and let you be who and what you need to be.