I wish i knew why these feelings won’t go away. As i take another shot i just wish to here a “Hi” from you. I am sure by now you think i am crazy lol but i did try to not engage at first…..you put ur hand out as if you didn’t want it to srop…. silly me should have know just to stop…. my world is up side down since my dad has passed…. but this world doesn’t seem to care nor stop … i see to much and lost so much…. lovees are now strangers, friends now enemy’s…. and family ha that’s a joke in its self…. i have learned to love the little things in life…. but you i just can’t seem to shake…. God is good and I am strong and this will only be for soooo long as it may take….