• To someone I would love

    by  • November 21, 2017 • * Safe for Work *, Love - Pure and Simple • 2 Comments

    To you whom I will give my love, thank you. I don’t know if I will be with you forever but surely we will make each other’s world more colorful and wonderful.

    For more than 10 years, I felt so unwanted. No love life, friends taking me for granted, difficulties. Even my dreams were slowly leaving me. I was tired of loving myself. I was devastated with life. I wanted to be loved. I want to feel the sweetness and warmth that I am always giving. I wanted to receive a handwritten letter. I want those forehead kisses. I want sincerity.

    I was tired of living but I’ll wait. I hope that we won’t come in too late.

    2 Responses to To someone I would love

    1. britney
      November 22, 2017 at 11:26 am

      Awwww this is sadly sweet! Have hope. What you have been waiting for will be sooooo much more than what you ever imagined!

    2. Warrior
      November 23, 2017 at 5:05 am

      The battle of human nature and spirit at play! My body weak. My Spirits stubbornness. Spirits longing to go home while human nature gets comfortable.

      Oh my body! The weight of life taking it’s toll. Thoughts of flesh flood my mind.

      I have two choices. To give up now ( the flesh wins the battle.)
      To keep pushing through ( the spirits will to win.)

      Thank God this isn’t my battle but His to fight. Now if only I could stop fighting it!

      But how? Oh my body! The weight it carries.
      Wonder who wins this battle I fight, but it’s not mine to win?

      I awoke this morning for its the Spirits will.
      My body with its heavy metal chains, metal ball dragging behind.

      “I take a step as
      my mind drifts off.”

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