• Just a Game

    by  • November 20, 2017 • * Safe for Work *, Waxing Poetic • 2 Comments

    In the beginning
    magic surrounded me.
    Where it all began
    Became only a dream.

    Signs and arrows
    Pointing directly at you
    Lit up like a neon sign
    Promising a love, pure and true.

    Spirit and heart and body and mind
    Seemed to magically align
    To create a blurred vision of me and you:
    A dream that now feels so cruel.

    Overcoming shame and doubts and fear,
    Your voice was all I longed to hear.
    That shocking touch took me by surprise.
    Heart palpilations by looking into your eyes.

    The dizziness you could make me feel
    The drumbeats that seemed all too real,
    And the fire engulfing me in flames
    I guess, to you, were all just games.

    I confessed all of this before.
    And since then, you look at me no more.
    The electric touch began to fade
    And you disappeared under your shade.

    Now I am here in love with you
    I’m not alone,
    But I feel lonely, I do.
    You are not gone,
    But it feels like you are.
    Now I’m stuck loving you
    Forever from afar.

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    2 Responses to Just a Game

    1. T
      November 20, 2017 at 6:03 pm

      “The dizziness you could make me feel
      The drumbeats that seemed all too real,
      And the fire engulfing me in flames
      I guess, to you, were all just games.”

      Drumbeats, oh yeah we have that going on, sorry about the poker face but I’m always aware of you, but you’re married and it feels like I would be flirting if I somehow let you know how this affected me especially since she’s my bestie, but I know you feel my heart, I feel yours. you once said I needed to tell you if I felt the same way, well I didn’t completely realize I did until I got startled by what I drummed up. And I want to tell you, my heart has and still does tell you.. are you even listening to me? Lol I asked this silently once and had to ask it a second time when you turned to look at me to “listen” and I know you saw the guilt on my face knowing you heard me, I was just testing and you answered., strangers things have happened between you and me,




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      • author
        November 29, 2017 at 12:10 pm

        Huh. I am married, but I have a husband. Sometimes people write as the opposite gender on here for further anonimity, but I don’t think this is the case here.




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