In the beginning
magic surrounded me.
Where it all began
Became only a dream.
Signs and arrows
Pointing directly at you
Lit up like a neon sign
Promising a love, pure and true.
Spirit and heart and body and mind
Seemed to magically align
To create a blurred vision of me and you:
A dream that now feels so cruel.
Overcoming shame and doubts and fear,
Your voice was all I longed to hear.
That shocking touch took me by surprise.
Heart palpilations by looking into your eyes.
The dizziness you could make me feel
The drumbeats that seemed all too real,
And the fire engulfing me in flames
I guess, to you, were all just games.
I confessed all of this before.
And since then, you look at me no more.
The electric touch began to fade
And you disappeared under your shade.
Now I am here in love with you
I’m not alone,
But I feel lonely, I do.
You are not gone,
But it feels like you are.
Now I’m stuck loving you
Forever from afar.