I’ve never been more woke than I? am now. I? should be getting to bed, but I? have to air this out, before I? lose it. I’ve never came to realize this until now. You wanted something that I? couldn’t give you. It was unfortunate that you could not communicate that with me. I? mean you were ready for the married life and children, and I? my dear was certainly not. I? mean I? was only 22 years old. What could I? have possibly brought to the table? I? didn’t want to feel like a prized possession because you have conquered the unknown. I? wanted you to feel how I? did. My sweet love, that’s what I’ll call you here. I’d like to be as respectful and all since you are now married and with child. I? don’t want to write your name for privacy reasons. I? was hurt for awhile but I get it. I? was insecure and completely unaware of who I? was. I’m now coming into my own. I? believe that when the time is right, life will allow us to cross paths that we should have been in from the very beginning. I’ll be ready for you love.